Everybody has their unique way of going in their life.
That's true for your personal life, your relationships your friends, and it's also true for your professional life. It would be best if you found your swing, your own best way of functioning.
Doing something, not in your heart will sooner or later conflict with yourself; also, it will not develop your best self.
Maybe you are right in your job in the corporation because you are the right person at the right place, and it all works well.
Maybe you must go somewhere else and do your own thing or find another job.
Be careful not to get stuck in where you are. Cats are perfect for that.
Be like a cat.